…something I should have done sooner

I’ve been writing for decades. That sounds cool and all, but it really wasn’t. At least, it would have been cooler if I did it deliberately and methodically. But I would write everywhere. I’d write in fancy journals, little bits of stories I thought of but never completed. I would write in the margins of notebooks while I took notes in school, pieces of dialogue I would lose and eventually forget. I would write in Word Documents, and in drafts in my email, and sometimes on scrap paper. In short, I wrote in various places on various implements and I never had a dedicated writing space – either for myself or for my words. I eventually got sick of having to track down the various snippets of stories I left scattered about me, so I started investing in folders – physical folders for my handwritten pieces and digital folders for my computer-based writings. It was helpful. Very helpful. I liked having a dedicated space for my stories. But I still didn’t have a dedicate space for writing.

I’m not sure why it took me so long to set up a writing desk for myself. Maybe it was because writing was a hobby, and therefore not serious enough to deserve a dedicated space. Maybe it was because I told myself I could invest in a desk when I became a ‘real’ writer (aka, a published author). Maybe it was because I, like many other people who grew up without a whole lot of money, wasn’t used to treating myself to something that had no purpose except for my own pleasure.

Whatever the reasons, it took me twenty-one years of writing to finally give myself a writing space. Now look at it! It’s not fully finished yet, but it’s lovely and charming and so much fun to write at! And I hope, now that I have a dedicated space, I will also dedicate more time to writing… Or at the very least, be better at deadlines.

…books in progress

So… if you’re checking out this blog, you may know my writing from other places. You may also know that I’ve been trying to get published for the past ten years, potentially even longer, but I don’t like that math, lol. I have finally decided to take matters in my own hands and have begun researching self-publishing. Apparently the first step is a website, so here we are. And here are the projects I’ve been working on (you know, the ones that have been distracting from updating the other story.)

The Comatose Beauty: Seven Kingdoms Investigations

The Comatose Beauty is a middle grade fairy-tale murder-mystery. It was inspired by my love of folktales and mysteries, and honestly, a lot of original fairy-tales (looking at you, Brothers Grimm) would have had happier endings if there was a plucky, determined detective on the case.

I am currently querying this novel, so keep your fingers crossed for me. I describe it as Sleeping Beauty bumps into Percy Jackson, sending them both tumbling into Enola Holmes.

Because I only like honest mysteries (ones that are solvable by the reader) I spent a lot of time plotting this one to make sure that all clues were included. And all the red herrings too, lol!

I’ve received more rejections than I care to admit. The fact that I’m still writing means I’m either passionate or delusional. (Let’s go with passionate.)

Shadow-walker

Shadow-walker is an epic quest fantasy and a true example of ‘write the book you want to read.’ It has all of my favorite elements: adventure, magic, fantastical locations, found-family dynamics, and a satisfying redemption arc. It’s indulgent…and long.

My inspirations for this novel are obvious: Lord of the Rings, Assassin’s Apprentice, Dragonriders of Pern, the Queen’s Thief, etc., but that’s the beauty of genre fiction. You get to play with the elements you love, and you know that others will love them too.

I will be self-publishing this one. Most likely on Royal Road first, because I hear that readers will critique your spelling and grammar in the comments. That’s basically free editing, right?

Weirdly enough, it was all the rejections that made me the most confident to call myself a writer. Because if I wasn’t a writer, I would have stopped after the first fifty (and certainly after reaching one hundred).

Various other projects

I’ve got more stories to write. Some are drafted. Some are plotted. Some are scribbles, and some are still only figments.

The ones that are more corporeal are The Pirates of Delphi High, a YA contemporary novel about a group of misfits taking on injustices at school and in society at large; The Weeping Priestess, a literary fantasy novel that explores the interplay of religion, government, and feminism; and Major Spirits, a steampunk-meets-penny dreadful mashup set in late 18th century San Francisco.

The plan is to get all these written…. we’ll see how long it takes, lol!

…How it Begins

Well, after far too many years of trying to get published the traditional way (with agent listings, query pages, requests, revisions, and ultimately rejections) I am forced to do the unthinkable… self-publish.

This is not to say that self-publishing is bad or wrong or even lesser-than. It’s just that self-publishing requires that thing that I, and many other introverts, loathe: self-promotion.

The idea of self-promotion has always been a struggle for me – to the point where even posting on social media is uncomfortable and full of trepidation. What if people think I’m attention-seeking? What if my posts are annoying? What if (and this is the worst thought) the thing that I am promoting isn’t that good after all?

In truth, those who self-promote their creative endeavors (writing, music, art, etc) have a great deal of courage. And I shall seize upon that courage now and begin to release my creations into the world. There is no need to be frightened. They are mostly harmless.