Category: Tidbits

Some general musings and idle thoughts

…something I should have done sooner

I’ve been writing for decades. That sounds cool and all, but it really wasn’t. At least, it would have been cooler if I did it deliberately and methodically. But I would write everywhere. I’d write in fancy journals, little bits of stories I thought of but never completed. I would write in the margins of notebooks while I took notes in school, pieces of dialogue I would lose and eventually forget. I would write in Word Documents, and in drafts in my email, and sometimes on scrap paper. In short, I wrote in various places on various implements and I never had a dedicated writing space – either for myself or for my words. I eventually got sick of having to track down the various snippets of stories I left scattered about me, so I started investing in folders – physical folders for my handwritten pieces and digital folders for my computer-based writings. It was helpful. Very helpful. I liked having a dedicated space for my stories. But I still didn’t have a dedicate space for writing.

I’m not sure why it took me so long to set up a writing desk for myself. Maybe it was because writing was a hobby, and therefore not serious enough to deserve a dedicated space. Maybe it was because I told myself I could invest in a desk when I became a ‘real’ writer (aka, a published author). Maybe it was because I, like many other people who grew up without a whole lot of money, wasn’t used to treating myself to something that had no purpose except for my own pleasure.

Whatever the reasons, it took me twenty-one years of writing to finally give myself a writing space. Now look at it! It’s not fully finished yet, but it’s lovely and charming and so much fun to write at! And I hope, now that I have a dedicated space, I will also dedicate more time to writing… Or at the very least, be better at deadlines.

…How it Begins

Well, after far too many years of trying to get published the traditional way (with agent listings, query pages, requests, revisions, and ultimately rejections) I am forced to do the unthinkable… self-publish.

This is not to say that self-publishing is bad or wrong or even lesser-than. It’s just that self-publishing requires that thing that I, and many other introverts, loathe: self-promotion.

The idea of self-promotion has always been a struggle for me – to the point where even posting on social media is uncomfortable and full of trepidation. What if people think I’m attention-seeking? What if my posts are annoying? What if (and this is the worst thought) the thing that I am promoting isn’t that good after all?

In truth, those who self-promote their creative endeavors (writing, music, art, etc) have a great deal of courage. And I shall seize upon that courage now and begin to release my creations into the world. There is no need to be frightened. They are mostly harmless.